if we sleep together...
Friday, February 21, 2003
normally i don't have introductions...but this dream is pretty disturbing. i was sitting around in a room, when ricky walks in. he starts kissing me and we make out a little until i realize that i hate the guy. then, i turn away and tell him "no" and to "go away". well, this angers him, and he starts slapping me and kicking me. then, he rips off my clothes and beats me some more, whilst raping me. it was such an awful thing to dream about. i think it's possibly one of the scariest dreams i've ever had, and it was definitely the most disturbing. it was so realistic too. i hate dreams like that.

where did my reality go?
Thursday, February 13, 2003
everyone was secretly friends with ashy. so, i went over to higley's, not knowing that all of my friends would be there hanging out with him and his friends. apparently, they were all popular, but they didn't want me to know because nobody liked me. so, i was really confused, and everything about higley's was changed too. sarah was training three newbies, and they were all asian. it was quite disturbing too because the furniture was all really fancy and crap.

sex with david bowie? what? no...
Sunday, February 9, 2003
david bowie, darin devore, and i were at this ice cream shop eating our ice cream. then, we had to leave suddenly to go do some choir thing, and as we were going, david bowie and i were really hitting things off. once we reached the choir room, we had to leave again to go to a sandwich shop, where we would be performing. we left again, and david carried me on his back whilst he talked about how horny he was. well, after a long time of just walking and talking, i woke up. poo! no sex dream with david bowie makes kimi sad. oh well...guess i'll just have to find him in real life. hehehe!

sex never goes out of fashion
Thursday, February 6, 2003
so there was a whole sex party type thing at this auditorium. everyone was sitting on the floor looking around, and as people started pairing up, i realized that nobody wanted to have sex with me. i was so sad that i went to join the army. we ended up playing around with miniature boats. it was just a bunch of fun little exercises that had us blowing things up in water. that's it.

good night and have a pleasant tomorrow...
Sunday, February 2, 2003
so i'm starting a new blog strictly for my dreams, as if someone might be interested in them other than me. ha! this was a short one because i took a nap this afternoon. methinks i'll just go right into them rather than giving introductions in the future. anyway, i was in a hardware store with a hot italian guy. i could understand most of what he said, but a lot of the things didn't make sense to me. luckily, i had my laptop, where i could translate the things he said. whilst there, a crew was filming one of those reality dating shows. we watched, and all of a sudden, my my extended family started watching too. it was clear that the couple weren't hitting it off, so the girl left. she was soon replaced by my cousin, julie, who the guy on the show had his eye on from the moment he saw her. then, my uncle and i argued about posters, and i somehow knew that there was a stash of garbage ones in the back of the store. i found a one that looked like kandinsky had painted it. i was so excited because he happens to be my favourite artist. (keep in mind that this is a dream, so reality doesn't really hold well in them.) then, i woke up. twas short...but nice. the end.